LORD IS CALLED MARGA BANDHU....AS UR SOUL LEAVES THE BODY HE IS UR COMPANION...FRIEND...WHO GUIDES U....
ADI SHANKARA SAYS...
PRANA PRAYANA BHAVA BEEDHI SAMAKULASYA
SRI LAKSHMI NRUSIMHA MAMA DEHI KARAVALAMBAM...

AS MY PRANA LEAVES THE BODY, LORD I MAY BE SCARED, BUT I KNOW FULLY WELL THAT MY LORD LAKSHMI NRUSIMHA WILL NOT ALLOW THAT CONDITION TO PERSIST...U WILL CERTAINLY HOLD MY HAND AND LEAD ME... HENCE THERE IS NO NECESSITY TO FEAR DEATH...

 

 

I HAVE HEARD A STORY...

A SAINT USED TO MOVE ROCKS...HE WAS LEAN AND FRAGILE...SUM ONE ASKED HIM IS IT SUM FORM OF TRICK?...HE USED TO SMILE AND SAY... I COMMUNICATE WITH ROCKS...I JUST TALK TO THEM...I TELL THEM PPL R FINDING IT DIFFICULT KINDLY COOPERATE..I JUST KEEP MY HAND ON THE ROCK AND WAIT FOR A SIGNAL...ONCE I GET THE SIGNAL I DONT MOVE AGAINST THE ROCK...I MOVE WITH THE ROCK..

WE R NOT ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH HUMANS ITSELF LEAVE ALONE ROCKS...MASTERS REALLY ROCK!!!....

 

 

NEVER IT IS POSSIBLE TO TRAVEL ON OTHERS THOUGHTS...U JUST BE URSELF...VIRGIN WITH UR IDEAS AND THOUGHTS... U R NOT THE OWNER OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND ULTIMATELY LORD IS OWNER...A THOUGHT IS A THOUGHT...AND FROM IT STEMS THE FEELINGS...NEVER FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ANY FEELING FOR THEY HAVE THEIR ORIGIN IN THOSE THOUGHTS THAT R NOT YOURS...LORD IS THE DOER... WHY HE MAKES PPL THINK IN DIFFERENT WAYS OR WHY AT ALL HE THINKS UNIQUELY THRU EVERY ONE OF US IS THE MYSTERY CALLED LIFE..

 

TANTRA IS WONDERFUL....UNFORTUNATELY IT HAS BEEN GROSSLY MISUNDERSTOOD THESE DAY... IT IS DISTORTED... ITS MEANING AND ESSENCE GROSSLY MISTRUSTED... OVER AGES U HV BEEN TUTORED BY MANY TO GO ON EGO TRIPS.... NEVER ANY ONE WAS GIVEN AN EXERCISE TO PROGRESSIVELY GET OUT OF THIS EGO....EGO FANTASISES MIND.... TANTRA IS AGAINST THIS EGO...TANTRA IS PURE LOVE....WHEN LOVE IS AT PEAK ITS A CHALLENGE TO THE MIND...IT REACHES A STAGE OF NO MIND... THE RISHIS AND SAGES WERE ABLE TO RETAIN IT PERMANENTLY WHICH RESULTED IN ETERNAL JOY....TANTRA MADE THIS POSSIBLE FOR THEM..OVER AGES IT WAS A DELIBERATE ACT ON PART OF MANY OF US TO CONDEMN LOVE MAKING AND IT WAS PROJECTED AS A SIN...THE REAL REASON IS IT WILL BE ANTI EGO... WHEN MIND IS FILLED WITH LOVE THERE WILL BE NO PLACE FOR EGO AND THIS WAS FEARED AS A THREAT TO MATERIALLY PROGRESSIVE SOCIETY... SO LOVE MAKING WAS CONDEMNED AND EVENTUALLY TANTRA WAS CONDEMNED BECAUSE ITS ROOTS LAY IN LOVE...INSTEAD YOGA WAS GIVEN IMPORTANCE... THAT TOO NOT THE YOGAS WHICH REALLY WAKE UP AN UNCONSCIOUS SLUMBER MIND TO REALITY BUT HATHA YOGA WAS GIVEN IMPORTANCE... BECAUSE IT GIVES GOOD HEALTH AND LONGEVITY...FURTHER SUM COULD ALSO DEMONSTRATE THEIR EGO OF BEING A HATHA YOGI...INFACT YOGA AND EGO R OPPOSITES..WHAT PATANJALI INSISTED WAS MORE INTERNAL THRU EXTERNAL MEANS...UNFORTUNATELY PPL TUNED UP THEIR EXTERIOR AND FORGOT THE INTERIOR...TANTRA APPROACHED EGO WITH LOVE AND EGO GOT DISSIPATED...TANTRA IS FAR BEYOND THE NORMAL ACTS OF RECREATION AND PROCREATION... IT GOES IN TO THE CENTER OF EXISTENCE OF ONE'S SELF AND RESULTS IN REALISATION OF ONE'S TRUE SELF THRU THE PROCESS OF PURE LOVE...TANTRA IS THE ULTIMATE ORGASMIC EXPERIENCE OF TRUTH AND DANCE WITH THE LORD....SATCHITANANDA....

 

LONG BACK I ASKED SU YEN ONCE IF I SUDDENLY STOP TALKING TO SUM ONE WHAT WILL U THINK OF ME...
SU YEN SAID... U MIGHT HV DECIDED TO STOP TALKING TO SUM ONE NOT BCOS HE DIDNT CARE FOR U....IT MAY BE THAT U FOUND HIM HAPPIER WITHOUT U... AND THAT U WANTED TO MAXIMISE HIS HAPPINESS...
I ASKED MY MASTER...HOW IS IT U R SO SURE ABOUT ME ON THIS?
HE SMILED AND SAID...DOES THE FATHER NOT KNOW OF HIS SON'S MIND?
I WAS FLOORED...

 

ONCE MYSELF AND RAJAR DRESSED UP LIKE RAMA AND HANUMAN.... WE WENT ON THE STREETS BEGGING FOR ALMS....IT WAS SRI RAMA NAVAMI DAY...WE WENT TO A PRIEST HOUSE... WE BEGGED FOR ALMS...THE PRIEST CAME AND YELLED AT US.... HE SAID RAMA NEVER USED TO BEG FOR FOOD...TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY...U GUYS R SPOILING THE NAME OF RAMA..POINTING TOWARDS ME HE SAID...ALREADY THIS BOY LOOKS LIKE HANUMAN AND WHY HE SHOULD PUT MAKE UP LIKE HANUMAN...THEN HE WENT BACK IN TO THE HOUSE....WE WERE STANDING THERE FOR SUM MORE TIME....THE PRIEST WIFE CAME AND GAVE HOT HOT FOOD TO US...AFTER TAKING THE FOOD RAJAR ASKED THE LADY TO CUM WITH US...SHE JUST FOLLOWED US... AFTER GOING A FURLONG DISTANCE THE PRIEST CAME RUNNING CALLING HIS WIFE.... RAJAR NOW SMILED AND SAID TO THE PRIEST 'I AM RAVANA...TAKING AWAY SEETHA'...NOW RAJAR TOLD HIS WIFE...GO BACK WITH UR HUSBAND AND SHE WENT BACK....WE SAT BELOW A ROADSIDE TREE AND TOOK THE FOOD...HE SMILED AT ME AND SAID...AM I RAMA DISGUISED AS RAVANA OR RAVANA DISGUISED AS RAMA...I TOO SMILED BACK AT HIM AND SAID....MASTER AM I HANUMAN DISGUISED AS MARICHA OR MARICHA DISGUISED AS HANUMAN...HE PATTED AT MY BACK AND WE LEFT THE PLACE....ANY ONE CAN UNDERSTAND THIS DRAMA OF MY MASTER MAHARISHI RAJAR?

 

I HAVE HEARD OF A STORY...UR REASONING VS MASTER...

A RICH AMERICAN SUDDENLY IN THE EVENING OF LIFE WANTED TO KNOW TRUTH OF LIFE....HE STARTED GOING TO VARIOUS GURUS...HE WAS NOT AT ALL SATISFIED WITH ANY OF THEM... ALL WERE SUGGESTING SOME TECHNIQUES WHICH WAS ONLY AN EGO TRIP...ONE MORE EGO TRIP... HE UNDERSTOOD THIS GAME...
FINALLY SUM ONE SUGGESTED HIM TO GO TO A HIMALAYAN MASTER... HE CAME TO INDIA AND TRAVELLED MANY PLACES AND FINALLY LOCATED THE MASTER... THE MASTER WAS QUITE A SIMPLE MAN... BEFORE HE COULD ASK HIM ANYTHING THE MASTER ASKED...HAVE U GOT ANY AMERICAN CIGARETTES... THE AMERICAN WAS SHELL SHOCKED... HE HANDED OVER A PACKET... THE MASTER TOOK ONE AND STARTED SMOKING...THE MASTER CONTINUED... GO BACK TO AMERICA... GET A BIG TRUNK FULL OF THESE CIGARETTES AND SIT WITH ME... WE DONT GET ANY CIGARETTES HERE LEAVE ALONE AMERICAN ONES... WHILE GOING LEAVE YOUR WRIST WATCH AND GO... I DONT HAVE ONE... I AM NOT ABLE TO KNOW THE TIME...
DONT FORGET TO GET THE CIGARETTES WHEN U CUM NEXT TIME.. THE AMERICAN ASKED... ANY DISCIPLINE I HAVE TO FOLLOW MASTER... MASTER SAID I HAVE ALREADY SAID WHAT U R SUPPOSED TO DO... GO AND GET BACK A TRUNK FULL OF CIGARETTES...THIS IS THE DISCIPLINE AS OF NOW...

REASONING/LOGIC/CALCULATIONS/MIND GAMES/QUESTIONING... DOESNT WORK WITH MASTERS.... THESE MAY WORK WITH TEACHERS BUT CERTAINLY NOT MASTERS...

 

SOME FUNCTION...SUM PADA NAMASKARAM....MANY WERE PROSTRATING ME... IN THE QUEUE WAS A GENTLEMAN...HE HANDED OVER SUM FRUITS... I SAID THANKS... THEN HE SAID I AM A SISHYA OF SUM GURU.... SO I CANNOT PROSTRATE U... I TOLD HIM... NO PROBLEMS... ATLEAST I AM GLAD THAT U R NOT AS STUPID AS THESE PEOPLE...SUDDENLY HE LOST BALANCE AND FELL AT MY FEET.THEN HE STOOD UP AND LOOKED AT ME AND THEN LOOKED AT HIS FEET...ONCE AGAIN HE LOOKED AT ME AND THEN LOOKED AT HIS FEET...FIRST I COULDNT UNDERSTAND...THEN I REALISED HOW DUMB I WAS...HE WANTED ME TO TOUCH HIS FEET..MAY BE HE SHOULD NOT TOUCH MY FEET...HAVING TOUCHED IT THAT ENTRY NEED TO BE REVERSED BY MY TOUCHING HIS FEET...I SAID TO HIM...ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM...I GOT UP AND TOUCHED HIS FEET WITH ALL REVERENCE...HE WAS HAPPY AND LEFT... ....AFTER A FEW DAYS HIS WIFE SON DAUGHTER CAME TO SEE ME... THEY SAID PLEASE CUM HOME... I SAID WHAT FOR...MY HUSBAND IS HAVING A LOT OF HALLUCINATIONS...HE SAYS HE IS ABLE TO SEE MANY PITRUS IT SEEMS...HE GETS TRANSPORTED TO PITRU LOKA VERY OFTEN... IT SEEMS HE IS ABLE TO SEE SUM CELESTIAL BODIES...OK THATS ALL GUD.... WHAT IS IT U PPL REALLY WANT FROM ME....HE FEELS THAT AFTER UR TOUCHING HIS FEET THESE THINGS HAVE STARTED HAPPENING....OK I SAID AND I WENT TO HIS HOME... ASKED FOR SOME THULASI WATER AND SPRINKLED IT ON HIS FACE...HE ASKED ME WHAT IS THAT WHAT HE SAW.... I JUST WINKED AT HIM AND SAID....'ITS MIB....MEN IN BLACK'... I DONT THINK HE UNDERSTOOD...

 

RIGHT IS POWER AND LEFT IS WISDOM...IT IS BELIEVED THAT LORD HOLDS THE CHAKRA IN THE RIGHT AND SHANKU IN THE LEFT....IN SOME CASES HE LIKES TO USE WISDOM AS POWER AND POWER AS WISDOM...IN SUCH CASES THE LORD IS CONSIDERED PARAM SATVIK... IN MANGALAGIRI ALSO NRUSIMHA HOLDS IN REVERSE DIRECTION...IN ALL SUCH CASES THE LORD'S 1ST PRIORITY IS WISDOM AND THE POWER ASPECT IS SECONDARY...RIGHT IS KARNA PISACHI AND LEFT IS HASTHI PISACHI....KARNA PISACHI PROVIDES ALL INFORMATION WHERE AS HASTHI PISACHI PROVIDES CLASSIFIED INFORMATION....AS U FACE EAST RIGHT SHOULDER POINTS TO SOUTH AND LEFT SHOULDER TO NORTH....NORTH IS DEVATAS...SOUTH IS PITRUS...WHEN U WEAR THE SACRED THREAD IT STARTS FROM LEFT SHOULDER TOWARDS RIGHT WAIST...THIS IS YAGNOPAVITHAM...WHEN U DO PITRU KARYAMS IT IS FROM RIGHT SHOULDER TO LEFT WAIST IT IS PRACHINAVEETHAM....CHAKRA IS NEEDED TO TACKLE PITRUS...SHANKHU IS ENUF TO TACKLE DEVATAS... IN SUM CASES LORD PREFERS TO TACKLE PITRUS THRU WISDOM AND DEVATAS THRU POWER...IT IS CALLED ARCHAVATARA RAHASYAM...

 

ALL OUR NOTIONS ABOUT TRUTH R NOT BASED ON ANY REALISATION OF FACT BUT BASED ON THE CONDITIONING ONE HAS UNDERGONE IN LIFE AT VARIOUS STAGES.... HENCE THE PERCEPTIONS DIFFER ACCORDING TO THE SCHOOL OF THOUGHT ONE IS NECESSARILY WEDDED TO... INFACT A NAKED TRUTH IS BETTER THAN A DRESSED LIE... THE DRESSING HAS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF THE CONDITIONING AND IT IS VERY DEEP ROOTED... ONE NEEDS A LOT OF COURAGE TO UNWIND AND BECOME NAKED TO ENJOY THE TRUTH OF LIFE...UNLESS ONE BECOMES REBELLIOUS THIS MAY NOT BE POSSIBLE..

 

HABITS DIE HARD....

I KNOW A GENTLEMAN....AS A PERSON VERY NICE GUY....HE WAS A TOP EXECUTIVE IN AN MNC WHEN HE RETIRED....I KNOW HIM ALMOST FOR 15 YEARS....THOSE DAYS WHEN HE USED TO CUM DOWN TO HYDERABAD FROM MUMBAI WHERE HE WAS STATIONED, HE USED TO CALL ME....GURUJI I AM AT HYD...CAN I HAVE UR DARSHAN?...WHENEVER I WAS THERE...I USED TO SAY CUM...HE WILL CUM WITH A THREE PIECE SUITE...JUST 5 MINS...URGENT BOARD MEETING...HE WILL SAY...VERY BUSY GURUJI...STILL JUST FELT LIKE SEEING U...TODAY SOME IMPORTANT DECISION.. I NEED UR BLESSINGS..THIS WAS GOING ON AND ON AND ON...NOW HE IS RETIRED...THEY WERE TIRED OF HIM...AND RETIRED HIM...NOW ALSO HE CUMS IN THREE PIECE SUITE... NOW HE IS A CONSULTANT...5 MINS GURUJI...URGENT MEETING...IMPORTANT DECISION TO BE TAKEN...UR BLESSINGS...NOWADAYS I TELL HIM...U NEED NOT TELL ME... I KNOW...IT IS URGENT MEETING...IMP DECISION TO BE TAKEN...U NEED MY BLESSINGS..NO PROBLEM...I TOLD HIM LAST OCCASION...BEFORE CUMING NEXT TIME GIVE ME AN EMAIL...I WILL SEND THE BLESSINGS BY EMAIL...NO NECESSITY FOR U TO CUM ALL THE WAY SEE ME AND THEN RUN FOR YOUR MEETING...I REALLY PITY HIM FOR SO MANY LUGGAGES HE HAS BEEN CARRYING ALL THESE YEARS AND EVEN AFTER RETIRING FROM SERVICE HE IS NOT ABLE TO BE PEACEFUL...KEEPS CARRYING LUGGAGE...HABITS DIE HARD....